The plan

I have had leg cramps all night, to the point of no sleep. I am dehydrated. I am having the falling blood pressure upon standing and the leg cramps, my skin is super dry. I am a tea drinker... almost exclusively... it is a diuretic, I had just lost too much water. It is easily fixed... I have been drinking gatorade and will get to enjoy something good and salty today. I have mixed up some crystal light orange and that will take the place of tea today. At first I assumed it was low potassium, I fight to keep it up.... so I have loaded up on bananas but they didnt phase them. I am also going to get some quinine today... lol did you know that that helps with cramps? Yep it does.

I want to say thank you to Samantha for making my blog look happy! I love the theme.

I have felt happier in the last two days than I have in a while. I want to stay here. I want to still deal with things that need to be dealt with BUT to do it in the knowledge that the sun is out and that happiness is here.

I bought a new dishwasher last night, the timer went out a couple of months ago and I have just been hand washing but I am tired of that! lol so later Bill and I will try to put it in. That brand .. the old one SUCKS that is the second one that did that with the timer.. they were both GE. I bought a frigidare this time.

I have to tell you that lack of sleep DOES play into my outlook on life... I think that is fairly normal. So since I am taking this time to work on me I will rest and sleep when I need to and not push myself to do too much.

Having said that this is my plan for the day... as much as I am able to do

I have to go to the store... the cats are crying lol please mommy we are sooo hungry! also some various cleaning supplies

I plan to start the cleaning process today .... I am really bad about the all or nothing way of thinking... I am not going to do that. I am going to do as much as I feel that I can. I usually start in the master bath and work my way to the other end of the house. This time I am going to start in the kitchen. This isnt the normal weekly cleaning ... this is a get rid of stuff and get it together kind of cleaning. That means cabinets and that sort of thing. I don't know what I will get done, it may one be one cabinet, but that is still one cabinet. I will update that later tonight. I also think while I clean... lol so who knows what I will have to say tonight.

I will look for something good and wonderful in the world and around me. I will look for something that makes me smile and makes me happy. I will update that tonight too.

I may have multiple blogs a day for a while, as I try to correct the direction of my life. I want to record things, and to hold myself accountable to the things I need to do. So if it is too much to read I understand!

They may also be a little bit ... more shallow for a while. Again I need to establish a good, happy sunny place before I go back into the dark. I will still share any lessons that daily life teaches me.

So that is the plan for the day.... what is yours?